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Monday, May 23rd, 2005
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1:31 pm - "I LOVE YOU"
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you messed with me, ill mess with you,
go on, try me, you know i will,
I'm fucked up, it's all your fault,
i don't know who i am anymore,
i get my knife, and slit my writs,
it's because of you i feel this way,
i get up to leave, you just wanna follow,
you just don't get I'm leaving because of you,
TAKE YOUR STEP!
follow me, ill mess with this, and fuck you up to,
leave me be,
for better or worse, were meant to say,
but it will never happen,i see myself, happy with you,
but that was then, now its now, and its getting worse,
I'm walking away, goodbye, sorry, please don't follow,
i will always love you till the end,
you cannot win, you know you'll lose,
love wont win it never dose,
eternity is one day closer,
i want it to hurry, should i get it now?
i see this gun, i wonder?
i shoot it, its the end...
i look down and see what i took,
a baby bird, better now than later,
i hold the gun towards my face, i slowly pull the trigger,
nothing happens, its because your here, your my problem,
i turn the gun towards you, you whimper,
i don't know whats going on,
i drop the gun,
you say you love me, i don't know who i am,
you hold me in your arms, you start to kiss me,
i drop to the ground,
i grab my gun,and i finish my life saying "I LOVE YOU"
i pull the trigger and make my way to eternity.
current mood:  crushed
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| Friday, April 8th, 2005
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1:49 pm
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ok well ive lernt a relly gud lesson, dont fuking trust any1, not even mi fuking dad, so fuk u all 4 back stabing me,
current mood:  fuked off
current music: holabet girl gwen stfani
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| Monday, April 4th, 2005
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12:14 pm
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hey every1 kate wanted me to invole her in her lj......so here is her involement kate late kate late katey is hot katy is sexy i wanna root het till the end :D and she rox mi stockings
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| Wednesday, March 30th, 2005
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8:53 pm
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im a happy lil vegimite as brigh as bright can be u can eat 4 breakfast lunch and tea lol sorr im so broed he he this is no use to me anymore lj is so borring
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| Monday, March 28th, 2005
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2:10 pm
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yer ums not much is happing but i feel relly guilty and im not sareing mi reasons i craked the shit wif dad while grocerting shopping and i stole a tolly kid starp but its PURPLE wow purple and dad just laffed at me it was relly funny well u had to be tere 4 it to be funny ok well im gtoing now
current mood:  mellow
current music: evs on the park 2
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| Sunday, March 27th, 2005
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8:13 pm
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im so fuked up rite now i need my alone time.
current mood:  confused
current music: cold hard bitch-jet
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| Thursday, March 24th, 2005
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8:16 pm
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ok well no 1 is using lj ne more hehe well mi dad found out, i dont if thats a gud thing but ill tell wat happened cuz i havent manged to tell ne one lol,
ok well this morning i woke up wif mi fone ringing at like 11:30 it was the skool counceller she sed that she woke up in the middle ov the nite swetting or something then one of her friends (mi old science teacher) told her a story that one ov her students died and that it was self inficted. so she sed that she was going to tell mi dad not y but wa ive been doing, so i sed yer thats ok and well yer i thourt i wud rather tell him miself so i got dressed and everything mi dad was asleep during tthis and then i worte a letter saying i was sorry and that regerted it and that i went churnside so ne ways i ciaught the bus there and i was trying to call josh to tell him wat heppened then bour half an hour later dad called me and sed he wud cum pick me up and take mi to ringwood so he came we didnt say nr think he hugged me and then we got in the car and left well i had $60 so i went shopping hehe and yer then i started walking up to ringwood secondary and saw ryan and carter so then we went to mp and went to box hill then dad called me and sed something was wrong wif mum so i got relly woried then i cought the train hom wif ryan roland and sasha and then dad piked me up and yer now im at home and dad is in the lounge romm wif mum talking bout hoo nos wat and yer well im gonna go back on msn now c yas all
oh and josh i think ur rite but hoo else is there??
current mood:  anxious
current music: pepsi volume 5
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| Friday, March 18th, 2005
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9:22 pm
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ok so ultra bored skool was ok didnt do much after skool i got the bus to the station and went to ringwood that was gud and i met benji there i went shopping and brought the jessi mckartny single 4 dad he is such a tool lol um the mice r running every were its relly funny i got a new one to day its a boy and benji called it gumballs lol then i got a new fone cover its relly kool its black and play boy then me and benji went to joshs it wasnt ne think to exiting we sat in the lounge and josh fell asleep lol and i was shooting him wif a gun hehe and yer then i cleanded the house 4 mi party.
oh shit i just lost chemist gotta go
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| Thursday, March 17th, 2005
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6:43 pm
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ok well its been relly werid at skool.. every1 is starting to notice me but in a bad way every1 is worried bout me but u guys dont need to be im fine ok just dw ill be fine and every1 keeps staring at me the other day i sat down on the footapath and cryed but if u guys are relly that worred dw cuz ben is looking out 4 me 2, i go to him wen i cant cope at skool so guys its ok ill be fine
xxxx
current music: sos goodcharllott
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| Wednesday, March 16th, 2005
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5:06 pm - thank
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hey guys well benji u want every1 to rite things bout teach other so her u go..
ill start wif u benji..u r the koolest nicest person i no. if i never met u i dunno wat i wud be like so thanku and and u got me liking the musik u like lol
josh well i dont no were to start wif u. u were there for me wen times got tough 4 me and i love u so much, we always had a lil fights and they probly lasted a lil longer them the ones i hav wif mi other friends but i think that wen we needed our time or somrthink so thank u
charo well uve made me c life from a differnt view not sure if thats a gud thing? lol but it feels like ive known u mi whole life
so thanks guys 4 being mi friends i love u guys so much
XXX
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| Thursday, March 10th, 2005
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8:31 pm
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omg to day toally fuking awsome :D well warren broke his wrsit but it was gud all the some charo and josh are going out im pretty sure thats a gud thing cuz im hyped bout it :D and mi friend julia called me during the greenday cojncert and i head simple plan :D
umm wat else oh yer mum sed charo can stay at her house 4 tha nite and this is a first 4 mi mum she wanted josh to btu josh u can cum next time if ya want ok i gota go to hyped
current mood:  hyper
current music: simple plan simple plan all ov it
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| Wednesday, March 9th, 2005
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8:39 pm
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all i hav 2 say is that bunnings sux arse
current mood: angry
current music: lazy boy
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| Tuesday, March 8th, 2005
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4:45 pm
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i feel dead, dead lyk the tree outside mi front door, i dont c how it died? it had plenty ov sun, mabey thats mi problem ive been in the light of every1 and now its killed me, as i sit here wondering i think ov the other ppl thathav died, like mi sister... sophie she never saw the world she was only in her mothers womb ther was so much she never saw i never saw her.
so how can i love something ive never seen? i heva a plant ill plant it today but it wont hav a lot ov sun i will care for it and mabey, just mabey i will come bak to life
current music: u2 city lights
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10:55 am
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ok hay guys i went home after home group cuz i coffed up a stak ov blood and i feel sik as and dad wont take me up the road to c the doctor so he can get fuked.
charo i hope is wasnt the gren pill lol josh r=tell me if u feel sik cuz then ill no if it was or not
umm is bored yer mmmmm that it lol
luv ya taz
current mood:  sick
current music: some nova mix boring as hell mite put triple m on
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| Monday, March 7th, 2005
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9:40 am
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okfukthis i told sum ov friendsand they think that ur all fukedinda head but u no they dont care butne ways.
benjiu need2fuking getovaitjosh didnt steal ne 1 from u he is inocent u just to make every1 feel guilty 4 ur mistakes so fuku benji
current mood: bitchy
current music: none
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| Thursday, March 3rd, 2005
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10:26 am
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hay guys well im at skool and well yer were in the computer room and we dont hav to do ne work :D umm yer im gonna go on rollercoaster lol bais
current music: none
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| Wednesday, March 2nd, 2005
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9:03 pm
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arrh i got the worst cold, benji was on mi bas so i went to his house after skool and h8 his food lol and then i left mi fone there and i think he is txting carter lol and ummm well i got a new wallet its billabong
umm well yer its really boring im talking to josh and apperntly mi dad called his mum lol 2 funny well ne was im gonna go
current mood: sick
current music: yellow card
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| Tuesday, March 1st, 2005
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7:25 pm
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omg so bored.... nuting going down exept me.... and umm yer oh and me nd paula got into the stocktake
mm yer i gotta blood nose.. :( its the hot weater mhp oh yer so kool the oc is on tnite :)
luv tara
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| Monday, February 28th, 2005
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9:03 pm
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im hanging by a peace ov string torn out from mi heart and streached as far as it cud go, pulled so tight it just might snap. and ill fall into the darkness almost neer the end ov the drop i c the people ive left behind and the ppl i was ment to care bout, i look and the string snaps i fall and get eatin alive by the ppl that needed me, and now i die in mi shadows not knowing wat to do, its all that left are those ppl that cared and i broke them down, now there here to make this mi end that is all.
current mood: crushed
current music: 1, 2, step - ciaria missy elliot
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8:18 pm
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FUK MAKING A NEW ACCOUNT THERES NO FUKING POINT UR JUST GONNA FIND IT OUT NE WAYS SO YER IT WAS.... questioned_tara.... oh i wonder y it was that *cough* josh.. SO FUK U JOSH FUKING QUESTIONING ME I DONT CARE WAT U THINK OV ME NE MORE.... ohh look josh its mi angry side, thats wat u think, u hav never seen mi angry side cuz i never wanted to fight wif u but now i dont care... y cuz i make me feel low wen eva i talk to u so fuk it i dont care ne more..
tara
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